Sitting in front of the amazing waters, she realized how far she has actually come. There was no pretense, it is really hard to believe. There were so many things that she was convulsed in. Those insults, insecurities and importantly vague understanding of the world. She has never had strong friends. Precisely, never let anyone come close to her. There were many people around her, who would say I understand and many people who shared their bad times. They never knew her completely. They have no idea the war she was battling. She tried getting close to things, things that would not betray her at bad times, things that would say nothing but accept the silence, which would not speak about her ugliness. But those things were calm facing the reality as she was. She wailed and cried to come out of her miseries, but time pushed her so strong she couldn't get up. But she fought. She fought so strong and let her secrets roll down through the words that she locked in her papers. Unknowingly, she took paths to test her destiny. To meet the mighty lord! O' he did. He was the only one through thick and thin. She caught hold of him. So strong... he might have felt choked. But that was the only one whom she could believe. She hid her fears and confided in him. She has come so far... miles away and a smile intact. She has learnt the game of life. The lonely journey that she has to make. There were things to sort out before she moves away. Away... she doesn't know herself which path she is going to take. But she knows that she is going to bid a sweet goodbye to all of those people who made her smile and cry. That was the promise she made to herself. Walking to the edge of water and dipping her feet she felt the fresh waves of joy. Touch!!! She moved forward to gaze at her reflection... and I smiled back at her, assuring that I am always there...
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