I stood watching the shades of dying and the silent zephyr whirling around. I close my eyes and let the tears drain away the dryness of my face. The sensation of pain still anew. Far across, miles away deeply thinking of what life plummeted me in, not knowing the answers and still running into the nothingness that is consuming me from head to toe. This toe curling sensation threw upon me cold water making me come out of the silent reverie I was living in. There is no use of bawling my eyes out with pain. That unknown pain that is consuming and taking the better of me. No use at all! I stand still trying to edge away a little pain if i can, but I am stuck with an unknown force. That is when I realized there is something better in this distress, something that can't be spelled out loud. It drives you into places where your can't reach in happiness. Every single feeling is meant to brew something and to burgeon you into a better person. To find solace in darkness, the only way is to walk further to ebb away the distance and thus farther you reach to find the mystic beauty that is hidden. There will be situations where one feels hopeless, clueless and lonely. The only thing to do is to over estimate your own power and let yourself in and give the best. So let the tears drain, heart scream in pain but stay stable not static. That is all you need to do to come outta it. Surrender your pain to your inner being. It all matters and it will remain in every vein of yours. To bring two antonyms together is what all it took for me to realize the depth. So, I walk away in silence, now with a smile.
